I am depressed, Probably because I had to break up with Maliana but I guess God wanted it to be this way so I will just have to get over it. I mean I really really liked her but I mean I guess I have to set feelings aside for my religion, I dunno, I miss the lunches but the realtionship was kind of not really all there, I mean we hugged and kissed but ummm  thats where our relationship began and ended I don't know, I like her a lot but she is wiccan, and I am Christian it wouldn't have worked anyway so I guess I will live with it, anyways today was freaking crazy at lunch I dunno I was extremely hyper and literallly bouncing off the walls. I am going to go now it's time for bed and I am going to go to the show on friday at Jaycees and hang out with B-$lick. Hopefully I can go.