yeah Just one of those kinda days.

I don't know anymore. I mean I try to stay as true as I cen with my girlfriends if I can get one which I usally can't I have never ever cheated on my girlfriends and never once have I ever said anything really bad against any of them and usually they break up with me...........I just don't get it I don't know I want someone who I can trust who I know will always be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. Yes I admit it I do cry but then again who doesn't when times get tough and I know I have jesus but he can't hold me. Anyways I don't maybe I should officially declare national hug week or something I don't know I guess I am just really depressed. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate it when things like this come out of me it makes me feel like I will not find the one for me. I don't know. I guess my weakness is love but then when you think about it everyone's weakness is the samething. I guess I am just bad boyfriend material.

Wow Brandi I didn't think you actually read this,yeah sorry I haven't updated in like a bagillion years. Yeah anyways Last night I went to Pleasure Island and yeah I had a crazy fun time I went with my cousin Joeseph,Donna,Brian, Joeseph's sister, and Joeseph's mom Yeah Joeseph's sister danced with me yeah she made my night no one would dance with me.It was fun and then we hung out at this resort yeah. It was so much fun it was huge but anyways I am tried and Alex broke up with me the other day and you know what I don't care anymore girls suck there nothing but mean people the only girl that truthfully isn't mean is Brandi cause she's the coolest person in the world, But yeah I am tired so I am gonna go. You Are The Weakest Link. GOODBYE!